Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in Mandi's LiveJournal:

Thursday, May 27th, 2004
7:52 am	Hey everyone! Well last night, Margie came over round 3:30 and we took my brothers up to this park, and we called Rusty and asked him to come up there too and he said he was hanging out with his friend Dave so we said bring him too so bout 20 mins later Rusty and Dave showed up, and we just goofed around and had fun. I think I like Rusty, he is really sweetmfunny and crazy, and he gets along with my brothers which aint common for a lot of my friends. Who knows. We all had fun at the park, then we started walking home round 3 cuz Margie had to be home round 3:45 well my bros were taking forever to walk so we didnt get home till 3:45 I felt soo bad but she said it was fine and then went home. Then like right after she left me and my mom got into a huge fight, all because I am having Alicia come up on her vacation, which I think is really stupid. Well she told me how I am not important, she dont like me, how she wants me to move out, and a buncha other crap. I started crying and it seemed like I couldnt stop, then she started saying if I wasnt gonna leave she was, but she was gonna leave permenantly(meaning killing herself) which made me cry even more, cuz my two lil brothers were right there crying cuz she was telling me to leave and stuff, and I dont think its fair for lil kids to have to hear this stuff from there parents, and I dont think its fair that I have to hear this from my mom, she is soo mean and selfish I dont know how much more I can take. I am becomming depressed cuz me and my mom fight all the time and she puts me down all the time, but I have to put on a show at school and act all happy like everythings fine cuz I dont want a sympothy group, no one knows whats going on with cept my friend Alicia. Well round 6:45 my friend Seth came over right after the shit went down wid me and my mom, we went outside and talked for a bit, he was trying to play it cool by putting his arm on the back of our swing and slowly moving it up till it was about round my shoulders and he was rubbing my back, I didnt wanna laugh and make him feel bad but its funny how guys do that thinking we dont notice it till it happens. Well after that we went inside and started watching "paycheck" this time he was moving slowly till he was holding my hand, I was about to say dude if you wanna do something just do it dont play games till you lead up to it, but I bit my toung and didnt, well he had to leave for an hour cuz he had to go pick up his mom and drop her off and his house, well round 9 he came back, I was watching "Chasing Liberty" when he came back so he was watching a chick flick with me and wasnt complaing, I was shocked, well I was in some shorts and a big t'shirt when he came back, and he kept rubbing my leg and stuff, I was like WTH, then he tried going up my shirt so I pushed his hand away then he tried going between my legs and I pushed his hand away, i was thinking wth is going on here, I think he thought I was easy or something and come to find out I wasnt he sat up and was quiet, then he like tried kissing my but I turned my head, then round 10 I gave him a hug and he drove home. Gosh, I am soo sick of guys thinking they can take advantage of a girl, unlike guys girls know how to say no and stop the situation from happening. Ne ways... Tomorrow night my friend Alicia is comming down and will get here round 7, yay! I am soo happy. I cant wait, were gonna have soo much fun. Margies comming over cuz she hasnt seen Alicia in like 2 years and were all gonna hangout, prolly wid some other peoples too. Well this morning I had to be at school at 6:45 for morning detention, gosh it sucked butt! I am tired now, I am about ready to go get me a energy drink to wake me up and get me in a good mood, hopefully I can. Well I am gonna go peace! Current Mood: Blah (23 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
8:04 am	Hey everyone! Well Monday was really really cold so I just sat home and watched movies, well Rusty called me round 7:30 and we talked for bout an hour then I got online and talked with people. well yesterday I had fricken in-house(where you sit in a room all day and do work) it sucked major butt! I wrote like a buncha people notes n stuff then we got outta school and I went home and talked to Rusty on the phone :) we talked for like 2 hours straight, that kid is sooo funny I couldnt stop laughing. Well round 6 Jody came over and then we went down to jakes and then we walked to Ryan B. house and we hungout there till like 8, they tried teaching me how to ollie I aint good, lol. Well I came home watched a movie and ate and then went to bed. Now here I am in boring school, in boring computer class writing in here cuz its the only enertaining thing to do. Ok well I am gonna go now. Peace! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
7:52 am	fri-sat-sun Hey! Well friday night, I came home talked to some people on the phone then called Kylea and had her come over, first we had to wait for David H. at this ice cream place, well he never showed up, we waited for 45 mins. I was mad. Well then we went home dropped her things off and then went to the movies, and low and behold David was there with some lame ass excuse saying he didnt meet us because his friend Tom held him up, I was like yea w/e. Well we got our tickets and then David and Ky got some food and then we went to go hand the lady our tickets and she told David to leave his skateboard with her, and he was like no it will be fine with me and then he started arguing with her finally I pushed him ahead and we went to watch the movie, we seen "God Send" thats a cool movie. Well afterwards we called my dad to come pick us up and he was being an ass and wouldnt give David a ride home and it was storming, I was soo fucking pissed at my dad for that, but I couldnt change his mind which is unusual. Well em and Ky went back to my house, watched some movies chatted on the computer for a lil bit, and went to sleep. Then at 7:30 I got woke up cuz I had to go to saturday school, well my dad dropped me off at school and then took kylea home, I read a book for 4 hours, gosh it was soo boring. I hate saturday school, actually I hate school all together! Well Sat. I rented some movies, and just sat round and watched em. Well Sunday I missed Church cuz I slept thru my alarm, I slept in till 12, I got 12 1/2 hours of sleep. Yay baby! lol. Well then me and my mom went shopping, I got a new pair of jeans, and t-shirt, 2 cute lacy thongs, and two bras to match. lol. Then round 5 my friend Margie picked me up and we went to this youth group thing, it was pretty cool, met some new people. Then after youth group we went to peter piper pizza, I rode with this guy Don there, and Ash, Seth, and Taco all rode too, it was funny cuz Ash wouldnt buckle her seat belt cuz it was by my butt and she didnt wanna touch my butt so I was like its ok if you touch my butt I dont care, and taco was sitten next to me and gave me this weird look, and I started laughing and then I told him why I said it and then he got it, but then he poked my butt cuz of what I said, so the whole night that was a joke between me and him, I touched his butt too ;) lol. well then we got there, and rusty was there too :) well I didnt eat and either did Margie, carrie, or Ash so we went and played some games, lol. I talked to Taco that night for a while, hes pretty cool but I dont think girls like me go and talk to him a lot cuz he was kinda shy and kept asking why I want to talk to HIM and not anyone else, lol, I was like cuz ur cool and you touched my butt and that bonded us lol and he started laughing. Well then I went and talked to Rusty, he said he was gonna call me but he lost my number(typical rusty, always losing things) so I wrote it on his hand this time, and he said he will call me tonight, yay, lol, well then we decided we were gonna go to our pasters house and hangout, so rusty gave me a hug goodbye cuz he couldnt go, and then we left. We hungout at steves house till bout 11 me, margie, jill and carrie just talked the whole night outside on steves balcony, and then I went home and went to bed. Well that was my weekend. Well I am gonna go cuz I have to do this paper. Peace! Current Mood: hyper (Comment on this)
Friday, May 21st, 2004
8:05 am	Hey! Last night was fun. Well I went home and babysat till bout 5:30 like always(babysitting jobs sucks!) well then my mom took me to youth group, well last night was the last night of our youth group thing, so we played games all night and hungout and just had fun. This dude Seth B. was like staring at me like the whole night yet he was acting like a jerk towards me, and I dont put up with guys BS so I was like w/e and ignored him all night, I know today he will try talking to me but I aint gonna play that game he was acting stupid. Well then I talked to Rusty a lot last night, he is really really sweet and cool, like he dont care what people think about him as long as hes happy thats all that matters, and hes soo creative, he also plays the guitar and drums and he sings(really good), hes just really awsome, but hes really churchy but its aight, I dont know if I have a chance wid him or not tho and it bugs me, cuz with him I cant read his signals I cant really tell how he feels. Well I asked Rusty if he had a S/N or something so we could talk, and he did so he gave it to me and he also gave me his phone number, I was like hmmm aight, I gave him mine also and told him to call me sometime so we can hangout and he said he would. I really wanna know if he is attracted to me or not, its totally buggin me, see most guys I can tell if they do or not by their signals but wid Rusty its diff. and his GF of like 2 years just broke up wid him 2-3 weeks ago so I dont know if he even wants to get interested in another girl. I will know by next week cuz he said he was gonna call me by like next tuesday and when he calls I am gonna ask him if he likes me at all. Ne ways, tonight my friend Kylea might stay the night and my friends Jody, Jake, Bud, and Austin are prolly gonna come over too and hopefully its gonna be fun! Well I am gonna go. Peace! Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
8:30 am	Hey! Well yesterday was such a boring blah day, I hurt all over and people kept touching me and I was gettin irritated, and this dude kept asking me out and flirting wid me and I was gettin mad cuz I already told him I didnt want a BF. Oh and like about a month or so ago I got into a fight wid my old friend Angela, well yesterday she is telling my friend to tell me to go away cuz she dont wanna look at my ugly face, I like fucking bitched her out and scared the shit outta her back in November for talking shit about me you would think she'd learn her lesson, well she didnt so today she is gonna be gettin the lesson taught all over again, cuz I am sick of people talkin shit bout other people, if you have something to say say it to the person face not behind their back. Ughh stupid people. Well last night I didnt do really nuttin but sit home and lay down, my friends Jake and Jody came over for bout 10 mins but that was it. Oh and I found out that my friend Alicia is coming down on the 28th and stay for like 4 days. She is like the only person that knows almost everything about me, and the only one who is there for me 24/7 no questions asked and the only one who understands me. I love her to death, I dont know what I would do without her. Its weird because like 3 almost four years ago we didnt really like each other, we barely talked, then one day we started talkin and hanging out and we became best friends then she moved and thankfully we stayed in touch. When she comes down we are gonna go to club revolution and the mall to find some guys, I want to meet some new guys cuz I am sick of the ones I know, they arent BF material so I need to mingle wid some new people. LOL. Well I am gonna go. Peace! Current Mood: ditzy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
8:03 am	Hey! Well yesterday was a boring day, school was aight, then I went home talked on the phone with my best friend Alicia for like 2 1/2 hours while I was babysitting my bros, then round 5:30 me and my bros went to my g'parents house and I cut their grass while my bros played, then round 7 we went home. 7:30 I went tanning, and boy o boy did I get burnt I went for like 32 mins. total, my butt boobs face and my lower stomach and some of my arms are burnt, I hurt all over, I rarely ever burn, but when I do it hurts like a mother. Well after I got home from tanning I went jogging, im finally gettin into shape(yay lol). Oh and I am like soo happy, schools out in like 16 days and then summer break baby! lol, when school is over I get to go down to Alicias and stay for like a week and get to see Aaron, I am happy. Well today I have to run a mile in gym, which really sucks cuz I have gym next hour and its cold and wet outside, blah. Well I am gonna go cuz class is over in a few. peace! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, May 17th, 2004
8:07 am	Hey! My weekend was kinda fun. Friday I got home and my mom told me I had to babysit so she could go to this weight loss thing, so I was pissed cuz I am sick of hearing bout her losing weight, and she was making me babysit on a fricken friday, well I babysat till like 5:30 then I went shopping and got some cute jeans and shirts and a really cute thong;) lol well then I didnt have enough time to go tanning so I went home changed and freshend up and then went to my friend Gregs. Well I hungout at gregs till about 7:40 then we walked to my house and then me, Greg, and Kyle all went to rustys thing. We got there and we seen our friends Jake, Zach, Tom, Austin, and their friend David H, so we all sat together. David kept hitting on me all night and so did Jake, Jake knows I dont like him so I was gettin kinda annoyed. Well Rustys band was really good, and rusty came and talked to us when he was done, I love that kid, he is sooo funny and a sweetheart. Well after the thing was doen we all went outside, and David was flirting with me and crap, he was kinda cute so I was like ok w/e then all of em were, and they were telling me how hott I got since last year, and how I look good now that I lost weight, I was like mmhmm w/e, and hate that now that I lost weight I have all these guys that wouldnt talk to me before flirting wid me and all that crap, but I go with it. Well Sat. I went to my friend Kyleas, and this girl Heather her bro Greg(not my friend greg) and then David H. is there, I was like wow didnt think I would see you again, well David and Heather got into a fight and heather was being a lil bitch and Kyleas shadow so I left them alone and me and David went in Ky's room and laid on her bed and watched "8 crazy nights", he kept touching me n stuff and flirting, and we talked and got to know each other better. He is pretty cool once ya get to know em, I found out he has does some drugs(he says he is trying to stop) and he has a PO which is a turnoff cuz I aint into that stuff, but hey cant hold it against someone. Well round 10 David and greg left, and Ky and Heather talked to me, they told me to stay away from David and not get involved but hey I can make my own decisions so I ignored them and went home. Sun. David called me and he came over round 4 and Zach was already there then tom came over later and we just chilled all night and talked, David tried kissing me n stuff but I turned my head, cuz like I just met him and everything I wanna get to know him more. Well round 10 everyone went home and I went inside did some homework and went to bed. Interesting huh? lol. Well I am gonna go cuz class is about over. Peace!~Mandi Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
8:33 am	Hey! Well my first journal entry. Just to let yall know if you read this its prolly all gonna sound like a soap opera cuz thats what my life is like. Well today is gonna be such a great day, cuz its friday! LOL. Well tonight after school I get to go shopping then I am goin tanning, then hanging wid friends. Fun Fun lol. Well last night I met this guy named Rusty(i think thats his name,lol) well he was flirting wid me and then told me he has a band, I like love guys who are in bands, well I just love guys in general lol but thats besides the point ne ways, he told me his band has a gig tonight and he said he really wants me to go so I said ill try so me and prolly a buncha my friends are gonna go, then after the gig were prolly gonna come back to my house and party, lol. My mom got some stuff to make fuzzy navels, mmm, lol so I prolly gonna get drunk tonight, hehe gonna be fun. Well I am gonna go cuz class is almost over so, Peace! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)